It has been a very interesting year for me so far, and I have been riding a rollercoaster of emotions. Excitement coupled with complete bewilderment seems to have replaced fear. Right now, there has never been a more satisfying feeling in my gut, […]

I lie awake here, in my comfy bed, wrapped up in my duvet with my feet sticking out the end. It’s 3am and the house is cold; until the heating comes on in about three hours. This is one of my favourite moments; when the night seems no longer like the night; and it’s not […]

Took some time out to reflect over the past couple of months and I am amazed at the way things have been going so fast. All the things (that seemed unclear or unnecessary) are beginning to fall into pleasant places. 5 Lord, you alone are my portion and my cup;     you make my lot secure. 6 The […]

It has been a couple of really busy months for me. So much unexpected change has occurred. Things that I had put on hold, out of frustration and regret, have become relevant again. To think that I had almost given up? Suddenly there’s almost too much for me to do, and the days fly by […]

  When change comes, it can sock you one in the face if you’re not careful, because it may come at the speed of lightning and knock you off your feet. One minute there is silence, and then the next, there’s a huge flurry of manic activity. Despite all the preparation that you may have […]

Breasts, hips and calves; they size us up like prize-stock, checking our gait to see if we are strong enough for breeding. Like bloodthirsty hunters in a permanent state of semi-arousal, they plot on how to move in for the kill. The aim is to tame, dominate and possess, until we are fat with their […]