It has been a very interesting year for me so far, and I have been riding a rollercoaster of emotions. Excitement coupled with complete bewilderment seems to have replaced fear. Right now, there has never been a more satisfying feeling in my gut, […]

I lie awake here, in my comfy bed, wrapped up in my duvet with my feet sticking out the end. It’s 3am and the house is cold; until the heating comes on in about three hours. This is one of my favourite moments; when the night seems no longer like the night; and it’s not […]

It has been a couple of really busy months for me. So much unexpected change has occurred. Things that I had put on hold, out of frustration and regret, have become relevant again. To think that I had almost given up? Suddenly there’s almost too much for me to do, and the days fly by […]

Breasts, hips and calves; they size us up like prize-stock, checking our gait to see if we are strong enough for breeding. Like bloodthirsty hunters in a permanent state of semi-arousal, they plot on how to move in for the kill. The aim is to tame, dominate and possess, until we are fat with their […]